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    Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
    3:29 pm
    September 2, 2004
    School started today! I'm not exactly looking forward to the semester, but I'm sure it will be ok. I'm just frustrated at my schedule. It's not very good...my classes are all spaced out.

    Married life is good. I do miss my wedding though :(

    And now Gina Bina is back at school...so that's weird.

    Ethan and I are going to Door County for Labor Day weekend, so that should be nice. I hope it's nice out. We're looking forward to getting away. It feels like forever since we've been able to spend quality time together. Practically since the honeymoon ended, because we've both been so busy.

    Ok, I'm sick of writing. Sooo...I'm going now! G'bye

    Current Mood: drained
    Monday, July 12th, 2004
    9:15 am
    I'm married now.
    My wedding was FANTABULOUS! Evenually I'll write about it...maybe. Its exactly one month as of today....sigh. I could go on forever about it, but it would take forever. If anyone actually cares to know, tell me though and i'd be glad to write all about it :)






    Love-a-Lot Bear
    You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.



    Current Mood: sleepy
    Thursday, May 20th, 2004
    3:22 pm
    Almost...
    Only a little more than 3 weeks until my wedding. How insane is that! I pick up my (newly altered) dress tomorrow, and my bridal shower in on Sunday. So, that's insane! It's coming quickly!

    I'm also taking a summer class. I have to give an oral presentation in there next Thursday....fun. When that's over I'll be happy. But the class is ok. A girl I sorta knew in high school is in it, so I've been hanging out with her a little, lately. So, it's good to know someone.

    Doctor's appointment today....at 5. Then I'm probably running to the mall with Heather A. I finally got my oil changed this morning! It was about time.

    I'm exhausted. Bye

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Monday, March 1st, 2004
    9:57 pm
    everything
    I'm so emotional lately. For at least the last six months, I cry sooo easily. It seems like all television shows (and even the commercials) make me cry. Songs make me cry. Just thinking makes me cry. I have no clue why this is happening...it's slightly annoying. I'm afraid that I'm going to cry through my entire wedding.

    Anyway...I have a quiz wednesday and a paper due friday. I should get to work...

    I don't have the energy to write more. Maybe later I will.

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
    10:11 pm
    Alrighty...
    Oh gee. I've done so well keeping up with my work for school so far this semester, but I haven't done any of my reading since last week, so I'm getting behind. I'll have to start working on that tomorrow. My goal for tomorrow is just to have sociology done and Economics started. I'd do more, but I have 2 exams friday that I want to start studying for. Next week I'll really buckle down, though! Bleh, always so busy!

    Only a little more than 3.5 months until my wedding. I'm such a dorky bride! I'm basically counting down to it. It'll be so nice...I'll be done with school for a little bit, and I'll have my fun fun fun honeymoon in Florida. Ethan and I have already mapped out everything we want to do.

    I think I might start tanning before the wedding, but I'm not sure. I'm also trying to decide where to get my nails done. And I'm trying to decide what I want done with my hair. I keep changing my mind. All I know for sure is that I want it up. I wish I knew of a good website that showed good hairstyle ideas! But I'm at a loss...

    This weekend Ethan and I have our group counseling thingie. We get to discuss our personal life with another couple. How exciting. But honestly, it should be sort of interesting. The couple seems really nice, so that's good!

    I really kind of miss the nursing home that I interned at over the summer. I wish I could go visit! I guess I can, but it's been so long. I honestly meant to visit all of the residents more, but I really haven't been there much. But I've been thinking about them all lately. I guess it doesn't help that I'm not really living in Oconomowoc anymore. Well, except for the weekends. Only until April though!

    Ok, I'm about to start rambling even more, so I should probably just go. Don't know why I've been writing in here again...not like anyone looks at this darn journal! But I guess it's a pretty good way of relieving stress and stuff!

    Good Night.......

    Current Mood: bored
    Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
    10:55 pm
    Enrichment Program
    So, it's already Sunday night. It feels like the weekend just went by WAY too quickly! Yesterday Ethan and I had to go to an enrichment program for the engaged. Yup, one of the requirements of getting married in the Catholic Church! But we lived through it.....barely. We got there at 8:30am, and the program ended at 4. It wasn't terrible, but it WAS boring. I wasn't feeling well, which didn't help at all. But we got our little certificate and that step is DONE!

    The rest of the weekend was just spent resting, since we were so tired. I can't wait until we move to our new apartment. This living at home stuff is ok, but it's much easier to live out of my parent's house. It's just so hard to get stuff done here, and there is constantly something going on, so studying is difficult. And I like to study A LOT! Well...maybe I don't LIKE to, but I feel that I need to, so I do it anyway!

    I'm hoping to move into the new apartment the first weekend in April, but we'll have to see, since Ethan has a manditory meeting at work that Saturday. Maybe I'll find some people to help me out anyway, though. Otherwise we'll have to move a week later. Or possibly see if we can move in the weekend before, which would be the end of march. I think the lady said we could do that, but there might be an additional charge, and I don't know if that would be worth it. After all, we are trying to save the last of our wedding money! After the wedding things won't be quite so stressed. We'll just have to put some money into savings for the house each month, but that won't be too bad.

    It doesn't help that I'm not working. But Ethan doesn't mind. He actually doesn't want me to work right now. He thinks I should focus completely on school. I like being able to focus on school so much, but I do feel guilty. By summertime I'm hoping to have a job though. So wish me luck!

    Anyway...

    I found another bathing suit that I really like, even though I just bought one. It's at VenusUSA.com If anyone wants, go there and search pft115 and tell me what you think. I'd love another opinion. It's pink, which I would have avoided at all costs just a few years ago, but now I think I like it. My other bathing suit is blues, so this one is quite different.

    Also, if anyone knows anything about venus usa bathing suits, I'd also appreciate any feedback on that. I want to make sure that I get a suit that is supportive enough... My other one is from Victorias Secret, so it fits quite nicely. I'm assuming these are pretty good, but if anyone knows.....yeah, tell me!

    Ok, that's enough of that! I'm going to get going now. Have a lovely day (night) everyone. G'bye

    Current Mood: quixotic
    Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
    11:56 pm
    it's been FOREVER
    Wow, it's been ages...

    It's less than 4 months until my wedding. I'm starting to get really excited! It's going to feel weird to be married and have a HUSBAND though!

    My cousin Kristin also just got engaged, I heard.

    I'm back in school this semester, to get certified to teach. That's going ok I guess. Not too thrilled with UW-Parkside. But I'll survive. I've met some cool people there, at least.

    I've been visiting Heather A. and her baby regularly. He's such a cutie! I love him! I have to steal all my friends babies, since I don't have one! Of course, I'm PLANNING to wait at least a few more years until I have children. I want to be done with school (again) and working!

    I'm living back in Racine with my mom for another month and a half. Can't wait until Ethan and I get our apartment here in April. I love my family, but being home is strange. I feel partly like a guest, and partly not. It's weird to have NO personal space. And it's weird to only see Ethan on weekends, but that's going ok. At least I don't have to worry that he's going to cheat on me. It's amazing being with a person that you can trust completely. I've never experienced anything like it before!

    I'm getting my hair trimmed Thursday and making an appointment for my wedding. It'll be me, my bridesmaids, and my sisters (jr. bridesmaids) getting our hair done. It should be fun times.

    I'm looking forward to the end of March, when I have spring break. I get to go home for a whole week! And Gina's spring break is the week after mine, so that'll be cool. I'll get to hang out with her, since she said she'll most likely come home. Now that I'm back in school, I don't get a chance to see her enough!

    Wedding plans should be fun. Once the showers start it'll start seeming more real. We've already started our group counseling thingie...we just filled out the surveys so far. Feb 28th we meet with the other couple to discuss them. That should be really interesting, since we were brutally honest. Of course, we both pretty much knew what the other person was going to put. But it'll be fun, i think!

    This weekend we also have our retreat. I heard it's actually kind of interesting and fun. After we get those things done, we get to meet with my priest again to make final plans. Then we're done worrying about the church until the Rehearsal ( i think ).

    I ordered my bikini for the honeymoon from Victorias Secret. I spent more than I normally would have, but I went a little nuts. I got the matching Board Shorts and Sandals also. But it should be cute! Once we start living in our new apartment, I'll get to start working out since there is a fitness center. So that'll be good. I'll at least feel a little bit more in shape!

    Ok, I'm done with my ramblings for the day!

    G'bye all!

    Current Mood: busy
    Monday, December 22nd, 2003
    10:58 pm
    Merry (early) Christmas
    1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? I graduated from college (yes, it's a lame answer, but it's all i can think of)

    2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
    I don't remember if I made any resolutions last year, and if I did i didn't keep them! And I might make a resolution this year, I'm just not sure what it will be yet.

    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Well, I have a friend who is due to give birth in less than a week...

    4. Did anyone close to you die? no


    5. What countries did you visit? none


    6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? I would like to have pride, confidence, and happiness with myself.


    7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
    I can't think of one single day that stands out in my mind.

    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Graduating from college with my Bachelors Degree (and it only took me 3 years )


    9. What was your biggest failure? My attitude towards myself


    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Nothing out of the ordinary


    11. What was the best thing you bought? Well, I didn't buy anything really great. But I'm still paying off my car, if that counts.


    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? All of my friends and loved ones! Everyone has had a stressful year, and they have pulled through it great. I know the most wonderful people ;)


    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? I probably shouldn't say, because I'm not sure who reads this all...


    14. Where did most of your money go? car insurance, clothes, bills


    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? going back to school next semester! although it scares me sometimes...


    16. What song will always remind you of 2003? There are too many to choose from!


    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
    i. happier or sadder? I think I'm more depressed...but that's just because so much is going on! It is a happy time though....I just have a lot on my mind

    ii. thinner or fatter? I'm about the same as I was last year. Possibly a little thinner, but I'm not sure.

    iii. richer or poorer? poorer!

    18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Volunteering to help others.


    19. What do you wish you'd done less of? complaining, worrying, etc


    20. How will you be spending Christmas? at home in Racine with my family! Then at night I will go home with Ethan and we will have our celebration.


    22. Did you fall in love in 2003? No, but I fell in love before 2003. Lucky for me, I was able to spend all of 2003 in love with my fiancee. He's wonderful, and wedding plans are in full swing for June! Less than 6 months...


    23. How many one-night stands? none


    24. What was your favorite TV program? Gilmore Girls


    25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I don't believe in hate. Only strong dislike.

    26. What was the best book you read? I read tons of great books! Listing them would take forever, and be boring



    27. What was your greatest musical discovery? None


    28. What did you want and get? True forever lasting love.


    29. What did you want and not get? peace with myself


    30. What was your favorite film of this year? can't say any that were all that great in my opinion


    31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I went out to breakfast with my cousin and spend a nice night at home with my fiancee. I turned 22...it was only a few weeks ago!

    32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
    Winning the lottery.

    33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
    A mix of everything. Some comfy clothes and some trendy clothes.

    34. What kept you sane? friends and family who love me


    35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? none. I've never really got celebrity crushes


    36. What political issue stirred you the most? i don't even want to think about it...


    37. Who did you miss? Ethan....I'm not use to being away from him for so long!


    38. Who was the best new person you met? Ummm...who did I meet that was new...??? Hard to say...I met lots of new people, but none that really stand out in my mind.

    39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
    Just deal with it!



    Ok, that was incredibly boring, and my answers aren't very interesting! Sorry!

    I'm going back to school next semester for teaching. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Hopefully i'll do well! I shouldn't have any problems though. Wish me luck.

    Anyway, I made cookies today and they taste very good! Cutouts and chocolate chip. I cant wait for Christmas eve. I love being with lots of family on the holidays! It's definitely the best part of the season!

    I probably won't get on here to update before Christmas, so Merry Christmas everyone.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Monday, October 13th, 2003
    10:32 pm
    ABCDEFG....
    Went to Racine last night....big waste of time. The cake place SUCKED! I'd rather pay more and go to a better place! The woman working there seemed like a total moron, and they barely had any pictures of cakes. And the pictures they had looked SOOO shitty! So, I'm going to reseach some better places! I've got time!

    Less than 8 months until I get married. Freaky.

    I think I might get my tattoo this week. But I might chicken out. Who knows....depends on how creepy the tattoo parlor is.

    Ethan is snoring away in the bedroom. He was stuck talking to me all day and listening to me cry about all of my issues. He's so sweet though, he actually pretends like I'm NOT a nutcase! Haha...but we all know that I really am one! It's nice to feel needed!

    Saw Heather Andersen today and yesterday. Her pregnancy is starting to show more and more. Hard to believe that she'll have a baby at the end of December! Her baby shower is next month and I got her lots of stuff. I went a bit over my budget, but that's ok. I can't wait until her baby is born, it's so exciting! I got to hear the heart beat with a machine that she has, and it was pretty cool. But within the next few years hopefully I'll have my own bun in the oven! That is, if I find a job ever!

    I also saw my little sisters in Racine. Kaitlin got home earlier and I gave her her birthday presents. Then Ashley got home later. She looks older every time I see her. It's hard to believe it, because I still think of her as my little baby sister. It's going to be really weird when she gets to high school and starts dating.

    Saw my little bro too, but it's hard to talk to him. He usually hates me. I keep trying to approach him about my wedding, but I'm scared. He acts like he hates me, so why would he want to be in the wedding! Bleh....

    Oh well, maybe life will get easier soon!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Friday, October 10th, 2003
    3:06 pm
    On to the cake...
    Now that flowers are picked out and such, I'm planning to start cake shopping! Hopefully I will get to Racine next week one day and get an appointment at the bakery. Then I'll be one step closer to being done! Yay...this whole ordeal sure is stressful. I feel like I'm about to go insane.

    My kittens got declawed, and are doing fine. Angel is more loving than ever! And they both just adore attention! It seems like they love me more after every surgery! Heck, I would probably hate me more!

    I've also been job searching still. Not having much luck though. It's very stressful, but there isn't a whole lot that I can do about it. Bleh...

    I want to do something fun, but I don't know what. What is fun and cheap to do? hmm....

    Ok, I'm boring and done writing for now!

    Current Mood: drained
    Friday, October 3rd, 2003
    12:47 pm
    Flowers and stuff
    Yesterday was an interesting day. Ok, it wasn't very interesting, but it was better than most days! I woke up early to drive to Racine because I had a meeting with a florist about my wedding flowers. The appointment wasn't until 3, so I went to my mom's house first. I hung out with my little sisters, and now one sister has a livejournal account! Very cute...

    I also gave my mom the engagement pictures, which I finally got. I hope the pictures work for the paper, because they are in black and white and I think they might have wanted color photos. But the picture is at least halfway decent. My head looks funny in it, though.

    I finally made it to the florist, and all my flowers are picked out for the wedding! I even paid for half of it right away. I have to go back in either december or January to give all the names, but then I'm done! So, it's good to have that done with. Slowly, things are getting done! I also got Ethan's wedding band last weekend! It's a really nice one. I only paid $250 so far, but I have 3 months to pay the rest. I would have paid it all right away, but I would have had to transfer money to my checking account, and didn't want to.

    Hmm....Ethan and I are going to his parents for dinner tomorrow night....that should be exciting....

    I also am hoping to get a call back for one of the jobs I applied for. I really want an interview for this one! If i did get it though, I'd be moving back to the Racine area. Caledonia, to be exact. But the job is in Racine/Kenosha. So, cross your fingers for me! It's exactly the kind of job that I have been wanting!

    I'm going now! Have to call the vet and make an appointment to get the kittens declawed.....poor kitties!

    Current Mood: hopeful
    Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
    3:26 pm
    Lookin' for a job
    I'm having one heck of a time finding a job! It's hard to even find jobs to apply for, and it sure doesn't help that I don't have a printer! It wouldn't be hard to make lots of copies of my resume, but you need a different cover letter for each one! Of course, Ethan's mom said i could use their printer/computer/fax machine. So, I might have to do that.

    The whole last weekend was spent with Ethan's family. He had relatives from out of state visiting and he hadn't seen a lot of them since he was a little boy! It was good to meet them all, and a little strange.

    Ethan's uncle brought his daughter with, which was fun. She is 9 years old and shes really fun. She was fascinated with my hair, and wanted to play with it a lot! It was a decent time.

    My kittens get steralized on Thursday. I still have to figure out how to get to the humane society. Then I'm also getting them declawed. probably in about a week or so. Then the babies will be done getting tortured. I sure feel bad about it....

    My girls are going to David's Bridal with me Saturday to get their bridesmaid dresses! It should be interesting... I really like the color that I picked out.

    I'm sick of typing already, so that's all for now!

    Current Mood: drained
    Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
    3:02 pm
    September 2
    Wow, I always mean to update this thing more, but i never get around to it.

    I feel funny today! School is starting back up, but not for me! I don't believe I'm done.....except for that one frikin class. I took a class online over the summer just to get 120 credits, and my grade is an INCOMPLETE at the moment. He said he's having problems with the system and such. So, hopefully my grade will be up soon. If I get an A in it, my summer GPA will be 4.0.

    Now it's time to look for a job. I've been looking a little, but soon I'll be sending resumes out! I'm also thinking of going back to school next year. I want to get my Masters, then go on to become a Clinical Social Worker. I was told that only takes an additional semester after getting your Masters Degree. So, that's something that I'm looking into.

    I've also been planning my wedding more! I got my dress last week, and my veil, bra, and poofy skirt thingie that goes under the dress. Oh, also the tiarra...well, it's not really a tiarra, but it's like one.....it's a jeweled headpiece. It's really pretty, i just have to get shoes and a garter and I'm done with that!

    We also have our DJ reserved, and the photos are taken care of. I just need to meet with a florist and figure out invitations. Ohh...I found the color for my wedding, and asked my girls to be in it! So, in the next few weeks I should be taking them to David's Bridal to get dresses. I found a few that I like but I'll let them make the final decision. I'm hoping to do that soon!

    Ethan still has to officially ask his brothers to be in the wedding, but there shouldn't be a problem there. I'm also having problems with parts of the wedding. I want my little brother in the wedding, but he's quite difficult to approach. He hates me i think. I don't know if I should have my brother or my stepdad walk me down the aisle and give me away. I think I might have them both do it. It's a problem though, because i don't know if my brother will even do it! grrr......it's important to me that he be a part of my wedding, but he sure doesn't seem like he wants anything to do with it!

    Anyway, at the end of the week I think I'll be going to Racine to visit with Sheena. Hopefully I'll see my friend Heather too. It should be good times though. I also might be going to Whitewater soon to return my summer class books! I would have done it already, but that stupid class hasn't been graded yet! I am also going to get my $100 deposit back!

    Well, I'm sick of typing, so that's all for now! Maybe I'll update again in a few months! Haha...

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Monday, August 11th, 2003
    12:58 pm
    Zippy and Angel
    I just looked at my last entry and I have to correct it! My little kittens are named Zippy and Angel. They are adorable! And I miss them terribly.

    I'm in Racine right now, because I had another dentist appointment today. Next week I should be done with my internship. I can't wait.

    Then I get to find a job. Heck, I don't think that's gonna be easy! And i really want to find something that i'm going to like. blah...any ideas anyone?

    My little sisters are going to be visiting me next weekend. Fun...

    Current Mood: irritated
    Saturday, June 21st, 2003
    7:47 pm
    June 21, 2003
    It's been so long since I've last written in here! I doubt anyone reads my journal anyway :( But I'll write now because I feel like it!

    I got 2 little baby kittens today. They are only about 7 or 8 weeks old. I adore them already, but I'm not positive about the names. I'm calling one Zippy, and the other Shadow. I have wanted to call a kitten Zippy for a while now, and I named Shadow that cuz she's always following people around!

    Both of the kitties are girls, and very sweet so far!

    The bad news is that I had to put Moe to sleep. I cried so much over it, but he was very aggressive, and he tore up my arm more than once. The people at the Humane Society said they were really surprised we kept him as long as we did. We had him about 1 year and 3 months. I loved him so much...but he was too mean....

    It made it a little easier to get the kittens though. Kept my mind off of the hurt and guilt.

    And they only charged us for one kitten, because they felt bad that they gave us a mean one last time. They also said it was probably their fault cuz he had a history of very aggressive biting and such. Too bad....I wish we could have got him to be good!

    Anyways, other than that I've had a really busy summer! I've been doing my internship, which is going pretty well. I really like the nursing home I'm working at. The residents there are all so sweet to me. It's so great when I actually get to spend time with them! I have my midterm evaluation on July 2, so we'll see how I'm doing!

    I've also got a meeting in Whitewater that I have to go to June 30. I'm excited to go back there and see some of my friends. I'm sorta sad that i'm practically done with all school! after my internship i'm officially done! eek! I'm going to miss it, sort of. but oh well....

    That's all for now! I'm sick of typing already!

    Current Mood: guilty
    Friday, May 16th, 2003
    8:18 am
    May 16 (Graduating tomorrow)
    I don't believe I'm going to graduate! It's so weird! Finishing college in three years has been interesting, but I'm kind of sad that it's just about over.

    Sure, I still have my internship this summer, but that's it! Then I get to find a job! Then I get married, have a family. Shoot, where has my youth gone!??!?! Sometimes I feel so old! A lot older than all of the other people I know who are my age.

    Oh well! I handed in my final project for my computer class yesterday, and I was so glad to have it done with! I dont know how well I did on it, but he's going to email me my grade once he has it calculated. So far my grades are:

    Psychology of Adolescents - ?
    Intro to Criminology - A
    Social Welfare Policy - B
    Social Work Practice 3 - ?
    Sociology of Gender - A
    Computer Applications - ?
    Independent Study - A

    I'm somewhere between an A and a B in Psych of Adolescents, and I'm pretty sure I'm getting an A in Practice 3. I really have no clue about Computer Applications....probably only a B. But I guess those grades are good enough! At least I'm done with the semester, and I'm graduating!

    The ceremony tomorrow will probably be pretty long and boring. But i'm sure it will be sort of sad also! Katie and I are going to try to meet up afterwards, because we want pictures taken together! Heck, there are so many people I would like to see before the day ends tomorrow, but I'll probably never see most of them again! It's weird...

    Everyone I went off to school with Freshman year either dropped out, or are not going to be graduating for at least a year, if not more. It's also intersting to see how so many of my friendships have changed!

    When I was in high school, i thought that my friends were just great. I thought we were all so faithful and true to one another that going off to different cities and colleges wouldn't seperate us! How wrong I was!

    But at least I made some good friends in college, and I've finally realized what true friendship is about! All of my true friends are so important to me! It's really rare to find someone who is willing to make things work, and always be with you no matter what~

    Reflecting about the last 3 or 4 years is really touching to me, because so much has happened to me! I've changed so much from the girl that i use to be...

    Ok, enough of my making a fool out of myself!

    Today should be interesting (or boring). The cable guy should be here soon, and we will have cable again! how exciting, or not. I've got to make a final decision about what i'm going to wear tomorrow....I was originally going to wear my blue airy sun dress, but now I guess Ethan thinks I should wear my black/beige/white strapless. I guess it's dressier looking...and I like it a lot. when i bought it i had NO clue where i would wear it, but i really wanted it, so i got it. i guess i will wear it tomorrow! it's so cute!

    i guess i'll get going now~! I'll write more later....eventually~!

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Friday, April 11th, 2003
    4:55 pm
    April 11
    2 years and 5 months! that's how long i've been with ethan.

    and tomorrow is his birthday, he'll be 25.

    Anyway, i'm going insane! Can't wait for this semester to end, but then i just have my internship, which i'm a bit nervous about! yucky! then i'll be done though! can't wait to have a real job! and make money! and not have to be so frikin dependent on others!

    I'm stressing about the semester. I wanted to do really well, but my classes are tough! I shouldn't get any grade lower than a B, but I wanted all, or mostly A's! I only know of 2 classes that I'll definitely get A's in. I'm such a nerd!

    Current Mood: busy
    Sunday, April 6th, 2003
    1:16 pm
    april 6
    ok, it's sunday already!

    i should be studying now, but i can't concentrate anymore! i have an exam monday, and another one tuesday! i had one friday too! at least that one is done with, and i got an A on it, surprisingly!

    today should be interesting. when ethan finally gets his butt outta bed, we are driving to oconomowoc to visit his parents. it's a visit for his dad's birthday.

    after that ethan's driving me to whitewater, where i'm spending the night at katie's. i'm only going to be there because we have a group project we're working on tonight, and we're not meeting until 7:30. so, i figured i might at well stay the night. and i haven't seen katie too much this semester, so it should be a good time. besides, we both have the same exam tomorrow and we're going to study for it after everyone else leaves.

    anyway, after my exams are done this week will be good! or at least i hope it will. ethan's birthday is saturday and i got him his new cell phone. i want to get him something else, but i don't know what. something small though, because i don't have too much money!

    we are going to sign the lease for the new apartment today also. so, we'll start moving the beginning of next month. we want to be moved in by the time i start my independent study, which is may 19.

    i'll write more later

    Current Mood: restless
    Friday, March 21st, 2003
    11:38 am
    My cat is mean
    Gosh, my little kitty cat sure is a jerk! He bit up my arm again! It's red and swollen, and looks just terrible! And since I got my work going away present yesterday (a bracelet and earings) it makes my ugly arm more noticable!

    My last day of work is on Sunday! I'm really excited about it! My Spring Break will be all for me! So far I have to go to Racine on Monday for my hair appointment, dentist appointment, and gynocologist appointment! then a different day (not sure which one yet) i'm going shopping with my cousin! other than that, who knows!

    Tomorrow we're going to Oconomowoc to have dinner with Ethan's parents. And I'm going to be meeting his Aunt (and Uncle?) that I have never met before...cuz they were living in Texas. SO, I hope that goes well! I'm sure it will...

    That's about all I can think of to write now! Till next time...

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Monday, March 10th, 2003
    2:52 pm
    March 10
    I haven't written in a while, so i figured i might as well do it right now! since i don't have much else to do. well, i could be studying, but i don't really want to. i'm sick of studying!

    I love my friend kat right now! she's telling me that she thinks i'm a size negative 50 ! so, i don't need a diet! haha...too bad i don't believe her! i know i'm a perfectly normal weight, but i want to be as skinny as i use to be....well, not QUITE that thin, but a little bit smaller than i am now!

    anyway! enough about that! i guess plans for the wedding are coming along well. my mom is into that a little more than i am. i'm too busy to plan my wedding! i figure my mom can figure out who we'll use, and reserve them. when it comes time to know all the details, i'll be able to do that!

    school is a pain in the butt! soo much hard work to do! but at least i graduate soon! can't wait!

    i also quit my job! my last day will probably be march 21st! i cannot wait! it will be soo nice to NOT have to work after school!

    ethan is working now, and i'm at gina's. and today was the last day of my 1-credit class! yay! too bad i'll never see teege again! or so i think.....

    ok, i'm out of stuff to say already!

    Current Mood: groggy
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